Today.

Okay so.
Last night was my uncle's visitation.
And his funeral was today.

They released doves and everything.
It was beautiful.

It was hard...but beautiful.


Anyway,
Im sick. Flu or something i guess.

I more than likely wont be at school for the rest of the week.
Im just too messed up. Emotionally & Physically.

My grandpa Marvin's visitation is Friday.
His funeral Saturday.


Im hoping to the lord that i can get through it.
My grandpa and I were so much closer than my uncle and I.
And trust me, I cried buckets over my uncle.

Im hoping my best friend Chris will go with me (if my parents permit it)
If he doesnt...i dont know how im gonna deal.
Its just so hard to deal with so much death at once.

That was the last grandfather i had.
And he was such a good grandpa.

ima stop now cuz im feelin sick again.