Goodbye

Dragging the razor across my skin.

Watching it sink deeper in.

Feeling the blood rush down my arm

Realizing that ive done fatal harm

I hope my friends know

How much I loved them so

I hope my siblings

Know all of my feelings

I hope my dads buries himself alive

He was the one who gave me these eyes that cry

I hope they all realize how bad it really was

I hope Dylan will remember the way I called him “cuz”

I pray that Marcie wont blame herself

I pray that Brandan & Blake have trophies on their shelf

I pray that Alayna grows up good && sweet

I hope Craig realizes he needs to get off his feet

I hope HE remembers me with love

I hope Lori && JJ always remember their love

I hope Bradye && Chris work things out

Because their guidance is something I couldn’t live without

As I watch the blood flow out

I remember that day

The day when I last tried to throw it all away

At least this time I didn’t have to hear the screams

But this time it isnt a dream.

Watch it all go down the drain

Outside its pouring rain

And here the devil, my soul to claim

Goodbye xx…I loved you