~My best friend, Chris, has not been the same for the last 2 months or so.
He used to be my support beam. I used to be special. And now we barely even talk. It seems like I dont matter to him anymore. And it hurts more than anything because i opened up to him and his family...and ..now its like i dont exist.
~My family and I have had walls against each other since I was 8. Now my counselor and my mother are trying to get me to open up..and I dont want to.
I want out of this house. Away from the pain i get from my family.
~Im always so lonely. Im the kind of person who gets/feels love from physical things. Dont mis-understand. Im still a virgin. But cuddling, kisses, hugs...they keep me going.
And even then...if im left alone...im screwed..
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