workin on college and actually havin friends tends to piss him off.why? i dont know. I dont specifically care.
I'm so sick of feeling guilty or bad for doing something that makes me happy.
i hate it when he texts people right after we fight cause i know he is talking shit about me.
I know cause unfortunately i look at his phone afterwards. im so fuckin sick of it.
I just want to be happy. which is like impossible. i just dont understand what i did to deserve all this shit.
I know i chose this. I know i shouldve left a long time ago and all taht bs. but i love him......ugh.
About Me
- Snugglez
- I live in Jonesboro with my best friend. I work at Wal*Mart. I have a few select friends that mean the effing world to me I absolutely love my crazy loveable disfunctional family. Even tho some of them (not naming any names) make me miserable and drive me so insane i wanna go lock myself in a closet and never come out. I LOVE music. Its amazing. I listen to all kinds but what kind im listening to at the moment depends on my mood.I love with all i am. Ask anyone in my family/friends. Ask any of them and they will tell you. I love with my whole heart. Not pieces. I'm quiet sometimes but most of the time I'm loud and proud. Dont even talk to me if your two-faced. I hate that shit. For real. I'm very outspoken. I have varied opinions on many topics I absolutely love going out and dancing and having a blast Dont ever let anyone tell you life is easy. It never is. Its not peaches and cream. Its hard and crazy and depressing and wonderful and its just nuts. Shit happens. Get used to it. Thats all for now. Peace, Love, and Music ♥
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you deserve better than that, think for yourself at least one time, and realize that you are better than that.
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