um

so some things went down. he threatened to leave, i did something stupid, and we are pretty much broken now.

he has no regard for my feelings and completely bailed on me tonight.

it really fucked me up.
but im dealing

I'm watching that movie fireproof. and its hoenstly amazing.


I just dont really know what to do to keep our relationship afloat.

he doesnt want to try again for a baby. -sigh- its killing me.....


but other than that and that uni is kicking my ass nothing new..\


laters