i went back to my old addiction and it relieved me until he walked in. then the shame and guilt and heart wrenching fear hit.
if he ever leaves i dont know what will becmoe of me. him and our lost babies are my reason to live. but everything would be so empty w/o him.
im still bleeding. i can feel it. and i have a headache and ugh. im ready for supper so i can busy myself with something. i NEED a job but no where will take me. im exhausted. so intensly exhausted.
just wanna give up
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never give up. life has a funny way of making things turn out for the best. I'm sure you'll find something soon. :)
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